Tuesday, August 25, 2009

What Joy!

I went in with a bit of trepidation, but it was SO MUCH FUN! I'm in a completely new space than I ever was before. I feel at choice for the first time. When I first started doing Tantric massage, I thought that I had to run energy with everyone, that I owed it to them. That burned me out, and then I slammed the door shut to protect myself. I wasn't available to anyone. Now I'm finding a middle ground. I can choose what I want to do. Some sessions I totally focused upon giving to the client, not involving my energy at all. Others, with clients that I knew and trusted, I allowed more give and take of energy. The important thing was that I got to choose in each situation. There were no assumptions of what I would or would not do. I ended the day feeling ecstatic and joyful.

This is good medicine for me.

9 comments:

Mike Chandra said...

What a joy to hear! I had noticed that my sessions with my Tantrika evolved slowly over time until we reached a place where we could share and exchange our energy freely. It was part of the deepning of the connection we shared and made the journey more emotionaly fulfilling.

Selena Truth said...

Yes, I am all for genuine connections, which take time. Establishing trust by not violating boundaries will actually get you much more in the long run -- and it's freely given instead of taken.

I saw a great line somewhere recently: "Shakti can't be bought."

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